Ah... my day:
07:30 woke up
(breakfast)
08:00 - 12:00 job 1
12:00 - 13:00 blogging
13:00 - 15:00 job 2
15:00 - 16:00 (lunch)
16:00 - 17:30 guitar playing
18:00 - 20:30 uni
20:30 - 21:22 blog update
Job 1 and job 2 were fine. I did what I had to do.
Then when the afternoon came, I felt very tired, but not (only) sleepy tired, but overloaded tired. Like, "my brain hurts!!" tired. Then I thought: although I spent my time for guitar playing having lunch leisurely, if I do play for some time, it'll relax me and I'll carry on. So I played. It didn't do much, I was still stressed. But I still went to uni in order to study, i.e. to listen to lecture there. But then, my friend fellow student and I, like in the good old days, fled from the lecture and went for coffee!! :)
And now I came home, I'm writing this post and going to bed!
Maybe more sleep will help me be less stressed tomorrow.
I also skipped dinner today because I had late lunch, just for the record.
Here's music I discovered that did help today. Too bad I didn't find it earlier...
07:30 woke up
(breakfast)
08:00 - 12:00 job 1
12:00 - 13:00 blogging
13:00 - 15:00 job 2
15:00 - 16:00 (lunch)
16:00 - 17:30 guitar playing
18:00 - 20:30 uni
20:30 - 21:22 blog update
Job 1 and job 2 were fine. I did what I had to do.
Then when the afternoon came, I felt very tired, but not (only) sleepy tired, but overloaded tired. Like, "my brain hurts!!" tired. Then I thought: although I spent my time for guitar playing having lunch leisurely, if I do play for some time, it'll relax me and I'll carry on. So I played. It didn't do much, I was still stressed. But I still went to uni in order to study, i.e. to listen to lecture there. But then, my friend fellow student and I, like in the good old days, fled from the lecture and went for coffee!! :)
And now I came home, I'm writing this post and going to bed!
Maybe more sleep will help me be less stressed tomorrow.
I also skipped dinner today because I had late lunch, just for the record.
Here's music I discovered that did help today. Too bad I didn't find it earlier...
This guy is from Iceland and is 25!! A wonder-worker...
So, what do I have to say about today's day..?
Well, I'm not satisfied. I feel like I'm trying hard but not making it! But, I'm not giving up. If there was a thing I could do to make it a better day today, I would have done it. I know I gave my best. I know I don't stand where I wanna be. I'll keep trying.
Today is already in past and beating myself up about it now, well, certainly won't do any good to my taking-it-easy.
Right?
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