Day 8

Today was a total mess-up.

07:00 (hardly) woke up
07:30 - 12:30 job 1 (breakfast)
12:30 - 13:00 (lunch)
13:00 - 15:00 job 2
15:00 - 20:00 sleeping
20:00 - 21:00 reading a book
(dinner)
21:00 - 22:00 hangin' online
22:00 - 23:00 riding a bike
23:30 - 01:00 out with friends


I went to sleep in the afternoon because, again, I had not enough sleep last night, but my plan was not to sleep through the whole day..
The concept was totally lost today.
And I feel lost.
It's like there's million things piling up and I'm doing non of them. Like domino effect: for example, I know I've missed searching for Masters yesterday, so today while doing job 2 I was thinking about that instead of focusing on what I'm supposed to do.
And it takes me nowhere.
If only I didn't feel the guilt for missing out on what's already (not) done and just go on.


I'm not sure about anything now, but I think tomorrow I'll just try all over again.
Maybe I got lulled and stopped paying good attention on how important it is to stick to the schedule.